I don't know what I was thinking
Leaving my child behind
Now I suffer the curse and now I'm blind
With all this anger,
Guilt and sadness
Coming to haunt me forever
Can't wait for the cliff at the end of the River
Is this revenge that I'm seeking
Or seeking someone to avenge me
Stuck in my own paradox
I wanna set myself free
Maybe I should chase and find before they try to stop it
It won't be long before I become a puppet
Its been so long
Since last I have seen my son
Lost to this monster
The man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So I can ponder
The sanity of your mother
(Woah oh, oh, oh Woah oh, oh, oh
Woah oh, oh, oh Woah oh, oh, oh
Woah oh, oh, oh Woah oh, oh, oh)
I wish I lived in the present
With the gift of my past mistakes
But the future keeps luring like a pack of snakes
Your sweet little eyes
Your little smile is all I remember
Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper
Justification is killing me
But killing isn't justified
What happened to my son?
I'm so terrified
It lingers in my mind and the thought keeps on getting bigger
I'm sorry my sweet baby I wish I'd been there
It's been so long
Since last I have seen my son
Lost to this monster
The man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone
I've been singling this stupid song
So I can ponder
The sanity of your mother
(Ooooh, woooah)