The holes are deepening in my mind Memories like phantoms die Approaching doors, extending hands Turn the knob and what do I find? Only a stark emptiness Nothing here now No future mine But no past behind I'm just another empty shell Death of the mind No one beside Perhaps this is my own hell Do not ask me to remember Don't try to make me understand Let me rest and know you're with me Kiss my cheek and hold my hand I'm so confused and I'm so lost So the bеst of me is done All this time Furthеr away I know there's even worse to come Leaving me My faculties A young man passed by here today He said, "good to see you." He seemed so kind the more we spoke He told me of his father old Poor boy was confused, called me "Dad" left in falling tears I don't understand why he's so sad it makes me want to runaway in fact I just want to fly away I still want to fly away So the best of me is done All this time Further away I know there's even worse to come Leaving me My faculties