Can't speak Can't eat Cemented to this bed Can't breathe Can't think An empty oubliette now Pieces of who I was... Forming a river under... Listless and unaware... Not dead. Not asleep I am awake Never knowing Never showing you White coats do not see me... Machines talk to them... Each day a new stranger... Think I'm gone but... I am awake I know... My mind won't heal My body died And left me behind Blank space Where memories once wеre Please god Just lеt me die