How many times do I have to have the same lesson before I can change? For real (haha) I feel so strange I feel so strange I feel so strange So many times I tried to change but I'm stuck in my ways (stuck) Uh, uh, uh (uh), uh, my body shakes I would tell you the reason, but I can't say (no) Can't go on like this forever I swear I can't go on like this forever I can't go on like this forever I swear I can't go on like this forever Change the tide, I'm just happy to be alive Visualize your change and then go to that place And just be in that place, and just stay in that place And just be in that place, and just stay in that place Back again, back and it's worse than ever The years go by, the years go by and so do I The story's great, and all but beautiful endings Is the way I want, I want it that way Superglue on it, but it won't stick There's no happy endings without you and me First I ruin it, then I sink Then I sit down by myself, and I just think (and I just think) I can't complain I'm the master of my fate and I'm having my way Uh, uh, uh, uh, I have myself to blame But I'm not blaming anyone, I want it that way I want it that way, I want it that way I want it that way, I want it that way I want it that way, I want it that way (yes, yes) I do want it that way