I wake up again I'm a mess again And I never get the feeling that it's happening If I trusted you It's the kind of thing that i now know i should never do I'm a hummingbird I'm a lovely skin And the treasure isn't waiting where I buried it I wake up again I'm a mess again And it's getting worse Does it ever work Now I get up every morning with a feeling that I wanna be painless Painless They keep hurting me Endlessly And I get up every morning with a feeling that I wanna be painless Painless I am ready when you are I want you to notice I am ready when you are I want you to hear me To see me To tell me I am ready when you are To be painless Painless I wake up again I'm a mess again And I'm sick of all the mountains I'm buried in But I trusted you And I needed to I don't want it still I'm an orphanage And I wish they'd think I'm choosing when I ask for it But I get up again There is a point when you forget even remembering And it's getting worse Does it ever work Now I get up every morning with a feeling that I wanna be painless Painless They keep hurting me Endlessly And I get up every morning with a feeling that I wanna be painless Painless Will you do this for me? Will you do this for me? Will you do this for me? I am ready when you are I want you to notice I am ready when you are I want you to hear me To see me To tell me I am ready when you are To be painless Painless I am ready when you are I want you to notice I am ready when you are I want you to hear me To see me To tell me I am ready when you are To be painless Painless Will you do that for me Will you do that for me