I am beauty I am sexy A dumb fat weakling A dumb fat weakling I am beauty I am sexy A dumb fat weakling A dumb fat weakling I was going to myself I hated life and I hated you But I can't hurt you Or fight a memory Powerless I am still Spit me kick me Punch me choke me The things I make you Although I love you A shitty weakling Becomes a cruel thing I have no answer What should I do I am beauty I am sexy A dumb fat weakling A dumb fat weakling I am beauty I am sexy A dumb fat weakling A dumb fat weakling Help me give back What's given to me I have no tears It feels nothing In my mind It feels nothing In my heart It feels nothing In my body It feels nothing It's my life It feels nothing