I was going to kill myself I hated life and I hated you You taught me how To want to die I ruined your life and mine too So who's fault is it The things you do The things I make you Although I love you A shitty weakling Becomes a cruel thing I have no answer What should I do? I am beauty I am sexy A dumb fat weakling I cum to you You ate my beauty You spoiled what's sexy A dumb fat weakling I cum to you I was going to kill myself I hated life and I hated you But I can't hurt you Or fight a memory Powerless I am still Spit me kick me Punch me choke me The things I make you Although I love you A shitty weakling Becomes a cruel thing I have no answer What should I do? I am beauty I am sexy A dumb fat weakling I cum to you You ate my beauty You spoiled what's sexy A dumb fat weakling I cum to you Help me give back What's given to me I have no tears It feels nothing In my mind It feels nothing In my heart It feels nothing In my body It feels nothing It's my life It feels nothing I am beauty I am sexy A dumb fat weakling I cum to you I am beauty I am sexy A dumb fat weakling I cum to you I am beauty I am sexy A dumb fat weakling I cum to you You ate my beauty You spoiled what's sexy A dumb fat weakling I cum to you