For years I thought I was the astronaut Making sense of outer space Instead I was the race horse With the blinders up Sprinting steadily in place And then I saw my future all inside my kaleidoscope And then it showed me things I wished and thought I would never know I was so tangled up inside the web of a black widow Oh, how I miss the warmth of silk being wrapped up around my throat Romanticize sights of a clearer sky Make them match the ocean blue Well, I blurred bеtween the lines While right nеxt to you And there was nothing I could do And then I saw my future all inside my kaleidoscope And then it showed me things I wished and thought I would never know I was so tangled up inside the web of a black widow I still miss the warmth of silk being wrapped up around my throat And then I saw my future all inside my kaleidoscope And then it showed me things I wished and thought I would never know I could've sworn I saw you lying there at the hospital I still wish I could've held you, I thought you should know And then I saw my future all inside my kaleidoscope And then it showed me things I wished and thought I would never know I was so tangled up inside the web of a black widow I still wish I could've held you, I thought you should know