Here, Here are the pages of diaries Being torn out And these, these are the silent memories of mine Like blood being poured out I watched you, I was behind you as You bred me, you fed me, you led me But just as soon I'm in a family that's broken apart By your adulterous heart Oh God, so carelessly I have been drawn From your arms Carry me to your graceful place that vengeance just can't replace These mirrors reveal nothing but regret Such remindful regret I can't help but to write these young diaries So hard to forget I look back I see your hand lack mine But I can remember just fine that Your lips were poisoned Your arms false refuge Your heart, a deceitful deluge Oh God, so carelessly I have been drawn From your arms Carry me to your graceful place that vengeance just can't replace I'm reaching out I can't do this anymore I don't remember who I used to be All I see is rage The blood of my enemies of their face Humiliation engaged Everything in me that I hate, regurgitates You were just a face A pitiful soul that once had a dream Tell me again because I can't, and I don't believe A God that loves me?! I can't even love myself I release you from my wrath (You and I are forgiven) As I release me from my past He's now breaking the grip of my heart (You and I are forgiven) With blood so innocently shed for my part (This is all, this is where this all ends)