I took the vow -- I spoke it silently. It drags me down -- Each day it sickens me. I took the bait, I took it happily. It keeps me great. It's here right next to me. I understand, I get the mystery. This was not the plan; But, I chose differently. I lost the score -- Looks like a tie to me. Just shut the door. Let's say goodbye to me. It feels like an earthquake Tearing through my heart. It shakes me every day. And, I know now the first time Was really just the end. There's something in the way. It feels like an earthquake Tearing through my heart. It shakes me every day. And, I know now the first time Was really just the end. There's something in the way.