Now I've done a lot of wrong things
It's been haunting me every day
I try so hard not to remember
The tragedy back in November
(And I'll ask you)
She said I've sparkled on the wrong words
Shame on me
I know deep down it hurts
Brought your things
"Can we meet in the car?"
I only watch your face from afar
Now without you here
Still I can't understand
Without you here
Now I'll never understand
I realise that sometimes
It is better
One step back, let's do
Two steps forward
Oh and all the feelings inside
You down it on the chest
But all you gotta do
Is starting over again
But I can't
I can't help it
Now I'm trying to recover
Escaping from my embroider
Desperation starts to flow in
Motivation now is paper thin
(And I'll ask you)
School is over, now you're 22
Independent and beautiful too
You see the state is thousand miles away
Hope that you can bare with him until the end
Now without you here
Still I can't understand
Without you here
Now I'll never understand
I realise that sometimes
It is better
One step back, let's do
Two steps forward
Oh and all the feelings inside
You down it on the chest
But all you gotta do
Is starting over again
But I can't
I can't help it
Finally it gets me
For everything that I should not do
Darling, now I believe
For all the things that I should let go
Finally it gets me
For everything that I should not dwell
Darling, now I believe
For all the things that I should let go
I realise that sometimes
It is better
One step back, let's do
Two steps forward
Oh and all the feelings inside
You down it on the chest
But all you gotta do
Is starting over again
But I can't
I can't help it
I can't, I can't help it