Careless thoughts consume my mind
You're faced with all I left behind
No I'm not a good man but I know now, my own fate
Condemned to a world so satisfied with feeling hate
I never meant to see you suffer
But my selfishness is the noose around my neck
I never meant to stray further
Every waking moment is a moment I lack
Remembrances of violence
They creep down my neck
Enthralled by an evil so severe, it's breaking my back
Forsake me, I am the war within
Forgive me, I never meant to feel a thing
Careless thoughts consume my mind
You're faced with all I left behind
No I'm not a good man but I know now, my own fate
Condemned to a world so satisfied with feeling hate
You're terrified of the man I've been
I see the fear in the state you're in
But now I'm through with this vicious cycle
I'm drowning under the cold
I'm crumbling from the pressure I've conjured inside my head
I can hear a thousand voices they all wish that I was dead
GO!
You're terrified of the man I've been
I see the fear in the state you're in
But now I'm through with this vicious cycle
I'm drowning under the cold
Drowning under the cold
I want to know what's it like to live
If there's no other side, then what's the point of this?
Fuck you