Moving towards me on the splitting couch
Felt so special like
Make up for each trophy
That I couldn't win, when I was a kid
I couldn't care less for sports but
You make walking uphill so much fun
Going through the day exhausts me
But what I miss the most is coming over
Out til 3:00am just to do nothing
The caffeine and adrenaline rushed out of me
I could finally sleep I finally felt what ease is
Three months spent pining for three days up North
It's scary to think what could go down South
I wish that I could tell you everything at once
So I wouldn't have to worry about if
You could ever love me fully
The days I counted down til when I'd see the West
I've been trying to leave the East I finally think I could
Why did this have to happen now
And not a year ago or two or maybe
It wouldn't have worked
I know I can't predict the past or change the future
But I don't know if the presents worth
And I can't think of when I woke up from this nightmare
But these days I don't mind waking up again