All this pain got me locked up
All this pain makes my heart pump
Why does shade got to hide the sun?
I'm afraid so my thoughts run
Thoughts running never coming back
Grab a hold, put 'em on a track
Run it back, sky is looking black
Lightning flash, and the thunder cracks
Lately my world has been all storms
My boat's rocking and I'm feeling worn
The ground that I stand on's been war torn
Battle been raging since I was born
Late nights, got me feeling so low
I wonder up ways to escape from this all
I hate nights, got me dreaming up foes
I'm wishing for love, yet I'm always solo
I'm wishing for joy but I never seem to find it
Wish I had someone to desire in
Wish I had someone to confide in
Trying to find the silver lining
Within my life, I need something to chase, to focus my sights
Some focus on ice, the women, the lights
But is that the way to live life?
I'm looking for Christ, but lately I'm feeling so tempted by vice
I can't take the fight, so I push it aside, I know it ain't right
I look for escape in myself
Get tempted to turn to the xanny
Cuz I heard a lie that the pill's gonna help
I pray I don't reach for the shelf
I pray that I'm gone make it home
Hope I can find where I belong
These hours been feeling so long
Trapped in the song, ooh
All this pain got me locked up
All this pain makes my heart pump
Why does shade got to hide the sun?
I'm afraid so my thoughts run
Thoughts run
Thoughts run
Thoughts run
Thoughts run
I'm afraid so my thoughts run
Thoughts run
Thoughts run
Thoughts run
Thoughts run
I'm afraid, I'm afraid so my thoughts run
Yeah, I can see it now
The ghosts of the people I've been letting down
The faces of the people that I've disappointed
Facing my fans, now I never cry
Yeah, when the day ends
Someone tell me, what do I do then?
Thoughts run like Usain Bolt
I wanna fix my life, but where do I begin?
Trapped in my mind when I look to the time
Look at the mountain I still have to climb
Pain is a battle, I'm holding the line
Yeah, will someone save me in time?
Looking at the feelings I've been feeling when I fear
All the pain I carry, but at least it got me here
When I'm looking in the mirror, and I'm praying that it's clear
With the devil on my shoulder, gotta keep him by my ear
Yeah, I'm thankful for it
The fact that I know I was made for more
The fact that I'm broken but I'm headed toward
A ship that only sails when I finally board
Thougts run, I can't seem to catch it
Pain so real I can't seem to match it
Wound so big I can't seem to patch it
Feel the surface, so it's time to scratch it
I'm back and I'm ready, I'm shooting so steady
I'm tearing these rappers, they're made of confetti
I'm bouncing like Betty, I love where I'm heading
Music is moving, the movement is spreading
Yeah, I'd open my heart just to make you believe
It's not on my chest, no it's on my sleeve
All this pain got me locked up
All this pain makes my heart pump
Why does shade got to hide the sun?
I'm afraid so my thoughts run
Thoughts run
Thoughts run
Thoughts run
Thoughts run
I'm afraid so my thoughts run
Thoughts run
Thoughts run
Thoughts run
Thoughts run
I'm afraid, I'm afraid so my thoughts run