We raise our glass just to try to drown the voices Ignoring what we have we'd rather drink our poison Tell me now what do you see I keep my thoughts under lock and key Once I start there is no stopping me Fighting uphill it feels like I gotta be Cause I've always bottled my pain Once I uncork it I fight it for days Sometimes I'd rather drown in self-hatred Than focus on things that could take it away I don't like going to parties but I still hope I'm invited I don't let people admit that they know me I like to keep my business private They talk about pain and I'm silent Cause I like to keep my flaws quiet It's the life I created God's calling me David When I tell him my problems are Giant We raise our glass without noticing the poison It hasn't killed us yet so we question all our choices We raise our glass just to try to drown the voices Ignoring what we have we'd rather drink our poison What is your poison What is your poison We try to ignore it Try to ignore it We'd rather be numb than to feel our emotions What is your poison What is your poison We all have a vice that comes at a price Now take back your life and give up the poison Yo I'm off the potion I live in the moment These different emotions not easy to cope with At times I was hopeless the feeling was growing Was trapped in a cell in my mind till it opened I'm seeing things differently now Look in the eyes of the crowd I know that I can't let them down I know that they won't let me down So I jump on it This ain't no lil' pump Spitting real from the jump And they ask how I stuck for em' Cause they live by it it's enough for em' So I drink before the show smoke after It helps me sleep when my minds too active And the alcohol makes women more attractive And they all shallow I can see what they lackin' Wanna see what I'm packin' Wanna sleep on a mattress Wanna get in my pockets It ain't easy to access My demeanor done shifted I've had a lot of practice Now I'm older wiser cut from different fabric What these kids imagine I've done it three times The word plays crazy I don't repeat lines I give em' a 16 they're giving the kid green I lift their career up then I give em' a peace sign I'm out of it there ain't no doubting it Don't put it out if you're looking for clout but you really ain't proud of it Don't ride the wave I swear that you gon' drown in it See I found my poison then I made a vaccine Conditioned myself for the role like athletes Run the game every track the track meet They're getting the knowledge every time the Zach speaks We raise our glass without noticing the poison It hasn't killed us yet so we question all our choices We raise our glass just to try to drown the voices Ignoring what we have we'd rather drink our poison What is your poison What is your poison We try to ignore it Try to ignore it We'd rather be numb than to feel our emotions What is your poison What is your poison We all have a vice that comes at a price Now take back your life and give up the poison What is your vice Is it taking your life Do you even think twice Can you give up the fight What is your vice Is it taking your life Do you even think twice Never give up the fight