I've been burying my face in the dirt Bracing for the impact It's not like I didn't want to work You swore you were never coming back And you did To bleed it out To self destruct To let it drown This dying love But It's not like I didn't want you here It's just the weight was too much to bear I was crumbling when you said to me "I'm where I want to be Defying the misery But it'd be nice to have some company"