Concentrate on elevation Forced aside to deviate Fabricating justification Manifesting impulses that still remain Control imitations only appear for privation Outline my reasoning for today Caught up in my sedation Watch the hours melt away Disperse Receded desire Craft another lie for why it's taking so long Rather than explain the authenticity Of what happens when there's no deadline Complacency vehemently overthrown Finally manifesting the implication Cower behind the ever changing pretext denied Murder your protection Find manifestation A myriad of incumbency Deliberation Identify my contradicting mindset Any way out? I've convinced myself to seek hedonism At the expense of my own advance Maybe I'm not meant to perform Color me distrustful of the source Attempt another try No breakthroughs required Find some more potential in another life Deceived yourself again Tack another deadline until you get it right next time Or whenever Dead set on executing your motivation now reclaimed Still waiting for any sign of progression I'll find some more potential next time