In a gray world, you were golden
I've bled myself of all colour
I've fucked it all up once again
Let older scars get in my head
Cross my heart and hope to die
That I will see you on the other side
What I would do to feel alright
Forgot what it means to be alive
Rip it off and let the healing begin
I've gotta open the wound and draw out the venom
I'm not okay like I wanted to be
I've gotta make it all worse before it can get better
I don't want to ever lose you
But I still have to find myself
I'm healing, I'm growing
I'm trying my best
But this damage still weighs me down
Smother the love that I grew
Am I poisoning flowers before they can bloom
What if I made a mistake
I just wanna be better
Archive me
Don't forget me
Rip it off and let the healing begin
I've gotta open the wound and draw out the venom
I'm not okay like I wanted to be
I've gotta make it all worse before it can get better
Rip it off and let the healing begin
I've gotta open the wound and draw out the venom
I'm not okay like I wanted to be
I've gotta make it all worse before it can get better