Your mind is mowing meadows As you run through the bathroom door Staring right back at you is an undistinguished beast We are really never who we seem You break the glass revealing the eyes of someone that you know I know you are here I can feel you coming up the steps to meet me For the very first time, it feels like The beast inside me hides Cuz I know what an angry father feels like I swore that i'm not him I kiss you on your little blonde head twice I see my same eyes when I lift up your chin and I pray Pray you won't be me Cuz there's so many better things to be I'm so gone I'm so undone I wanna feel your breath I wish my mother was here to hug me And say in the winter time Where does my shining son go