Sittin' in this barroom, I don't understand How I even got here, did I even take a stand today? Let me think, I think I know what day it is Been searching for something that I can't see Something that's far away Something that's maybe getting close ♪ I wasn't balling, think I never was I wasn't falling, and I know because That feeling I had was way beyond And the fear in me had gone As far as this one, I could believe One I couldn't quite really get ♪ I've done my special best I've taken all the time I've taken all the test As if I'm in my prime If I'm not desperate, then I don't need it Gonna keep me separate, so I can see it If I don't own it, I can't mean it I think I took this right out of my control It's a subtle vision going on here Am I just holding on to a song here? It's all unfolding like it should I'll take the fifth alright, it might be good I've taken all the time I've done my special best As if I'm in my prime I've taken all the test Keep taking all the test I'm taking all the test