Well she's 27, and already has kids
He's 19 making hit youtube vids
29 making 80, 000 dollars a year
I'm gonna have a nervous breakdown in a second here
I can't avoid it, I'm gonna obsess
Over everybody's life, everybody's success
Every story is a sign that I'm falling behind
Or that I'm getting really good at losing my mind
Back and forth I can't help myself
I can't control the things I can't help
Why do I keep on running backwards?
Every time I learn my lesson
Later on, it creeps up again
I'm drowning in this heavy water
When I get in the zone my mind starts racing
My body freezes up heart palpitations
My hulk-like envy overreacts
When I blur the line between opinions and facts
The only thing I think about is how I'm laggin'
I wanna ask all you phonies one question
How much of that is you and just projection?
Back and forth I can't help myself
I can't control the things I can't help
Why do I keep on running backwards?
Every time I learn my lesson
Later on, it creeps up again
I'm drowning in this heavy water
Back and forth I can't help myself
Why do I keep running backwards?
Every time I learn my lesson
Chad, Jon, Jon, Chad
Snap out of it
Back and forth I can't help myself
I can't control the things I can't help
Why do I keep on running backwards?
Every time I learn my lesson
Later on, it creeps up again
I'm drowning in this heavy water