I was peace-less, falling to pieces Frightened from forced fatherhood, friday night fallouts I wish that I could take this back I'd killed an infant without it even having lived yet I bury secrets down in me You dig them up, I beat you up Bleaker Dreamer I love you, but I can't hurt you anymore You ever wish that you could save someone? Like rip your heart out of chest cavity prison, Open-handed Christmas gift... For you brother, I'd trade my stomach all of a million times over Weekly wish away Worsening, wicked, tight, sick pains Laughing with you Laughing without you Fate can come in charmless form I just love you, and wish that you weren't hurting anymore Late Night Thriver Late Night Hider Late Night Loneliness