Looking back What a mess I used to be What a joke life was to me An ounce of strength was so hard to find Imagine that Barely getting out of bed Thought I was better off dead The darkness was so difficult to hide Walking down this road alone is never easy Forgetting my heart was beating Even when things were as dark as they could be I knew I'd be okay eventually Sometimes it feels like there's no hope No sign of an antidote Like all that's left is the easy way, easy way out But leaving here won't stop the hurting Just gives that pain to the ones you love and Who will be there to comfort them? Walking down this road alone is never easy Forgetting my heart was beating Even when things were as dark as they could be I knew I'd be okay eventually I always find myself searching for something For something to feel This might be my only life So I owe it myself to fight Through the hardest nights Walking down this road alone It's never easy It's ever easy Walking down this road alone is never easy Forgetting my heart was beating (my heart was beating) Even when things were as dark as they could be I knew I'd be okay eventually Sometimes it feels like there's no hope (no hope) But I know I know I'll be okay eventually