Trudging through the dirt Wondering why it feels like me against the earth All my life I've searched only to realize I've paid more than it's worth How long can I keep this up? I'm tired, and I'm barely holding on (holding on) There's no turning back Now drunken knives are dancing on my wrist How did it come to this? I gave it all I had Now I just wait for death, as blood runs down my hands Oh, as I black out I hear a voice say, "Don't let go" So close to hell Just take me home How long can I keep this up? I'm tired, and I'm barely holding on How long until I've had enough? I'm tired of living my life in the dark Tall figures surround me In black hoods with no face They slowly approach me And draw swords from their sheaths Prepare to die Is this what you wanted? A blinding light and it all goes quiet ♪ How long can I keep this up? I'm tired, and I'm barely holding on How long until I've had enough? I'm tired of living my life in the dark