I'm sick of this and that
Do you really wanna know what I've been through?
Gotta take you back to when I was 22
Had the worst conversations, the worst temptations
And I don't mean to be down and all
But all I really needed was the alcohol, yeah
To hold me back, to break me down
When I was looking for you, you were never around
It feels like there's nowhere I can turn
When I'm down, it's never a concern
I feel tired, but I don't sleep at night
I'm still a human right?
Don't leave me home tonight
I'm sick just numb the pain, everybody hands up if you feel the same
I'm sick just numb the pain I don't really wanna feel I'm going insane
If I could just control my mind
I wouldn't need to run and hide
If I could show you all inside
Then you would know what hell is like
Tried seeing different doctors
They said, "Listen here, son you're just bombarded with all these thoughts that have you thin"
Takin' all these pills to feel a bit
Got me thinking that life is truly short
Got me thinking that this is my last resort
All I wanted was for them to hear me more
Why am I the only one surviving the storm?
It feels like there's nowhere I can turn
When I'm down, it's never a concern
I feel tired, but I don't sleep at night
I'm still a human right?
Don't leave me home tonight
If I could just control my mind
I wouldn't need to run and hide
If I could show you all inside
Then you would know what hell is like
If I could just control my mind
I wouldn't need to run and hide
If I could show you all inside
Then you would know what hell is like
If I could show you all inside
Then you would know what hell is like
If I could show you I would show the world
Then you would know what hell is like