Look
Sometimes what I want just ain't what I need
Refusal is rough nobody believes
It's like when the going gets tough everybody gon leave
Everybody get cut but everybody don't bleed
I done had enough I've had it up to here
I'm adding up depression where I'm resting like it's name on the lease
Feel like I'm running out of time now
Don't get a chance to calm down
Don't put me on no pedestal cause trust me ima climb down
They that wait on the Lord
Shall renew, renew their strength
I know your Word and what you say
I just need God
Yeah
I told Live reverse the track so I could talk to you
Hear me out, uh
Earlier this year I thought my life was over
I was drowning in my tears as my heart grew colder
They cut me deeper than any blade or sword
Blunts in the same fingers that I played to the Lord
Reputation tarnished yet still Jesus was a friend
If I can't make it to His garment I'm just tryna touch the hem
Heart in need of healing I just want to make amends
But people don't start caring till it's yo funeral that they attend
When they can't bring you back then
They snotting in that napkin
Standing over the coffin
Wondering what happen
Whole room broken
Feel the pain in the eulogy
Another tomb opened
This is bigger than you and me
Raised to be strong tell everybody we don't need the help
Death the only instance I seen history repeat itself
God we in a grieving time
God we need some peace of mind
This world I'm tryna leave behind everybody on demon time
Took me a mental home ain't trust me with my leisure time
Devil had me headed straight to wrath but I ain't see the signs
He was wrecking havoc meanwhile He was making fun of me
I guess it was fact they said misery loves company
Once my heart became broken and open God he ran for me
Told me I ain't hopeless thank God He still had a plan for me, yea
Told me I ain't hopeless thank God He still had a plan for me