God, God give me strength
God make me brave
I put my faith
Put my faith in God
God give me strength
Keep the dark away
I put my faith
Put my faith in God
Put my faith in God
Send my praise for God
Put my faith in God
The storm is necessary, so I still get nasty weather (nasty weather)
I just pray to God that, He don't let this last forever (last forever)
Replaced my marriage vows for some temporary pleasure (temporary pleasure)
'Cause, I let perverted thoughts sneak inside my cerebellum
I can't let 'em
Tempt me, 'cause I only end up sulking after (sulking after)
Moon walking when I give in
I'm just going backwards
I'll be tryna laugh it off, but Jesus tell me, "Cut the laughter"
I'm an open book with my struggles, this just another chapter
Runnin' after grace again
But I'm losin' my pace again
Satan let me taste the sin
And throw it in my face again
And now I got the blame again
Dirt all over my name again
Pretend I'm not ashamed again
But I don't feel the same within
Can't even draw my faith again
I might have to just trace it in
Thought I killed the sin
But the devil just seems to lace it in
Fornication left, but pornography in my way again
To me, that's just the same cycle
'Cause God is replaced again
Amen
All my sins are recorded (recorded)
When I get a victory, the devil wanna party (party)
God said attacks would come to me when I had started (started)
I think it's obvious that I have been a target
I cannot even get back to the vision, because everything look blurry (blurry)
I don't even think I could pay attention
'Cause obedience ain't even sturdy (sturdy)
I cannot even repent 'cause I'm trippin'
I feel like I've been too dirty
I'm not even worthy, that's why
I'm still waiting on all my blessings
I'm not deserving, I got burdens
I got excuses for every fail, every ail (ail)
How can I talk about Jezebel?
When I am Jezebel, as a male, it's crazy (it's crazy)
Deliverance
I need to get this out of my spirit
Christ callin' me, but I don't hear it
Or maybe I do, and I just fear it (fear it)
Lust all in my sight (my sight)
I'm at the point, that I don't even care what the woman look like
Where's my standards?
That's not even really fair to the other person
Making them a thing, just 'cause I'm searchin'
Over here lurkin', 'cause I've been hurtin'
Prayers ain't workin'
I've been a serpent (serpent)
I'm just bein' honest (honest)
I'm not about to pretend like this whole walk is modest
I can't save you, if I'm lyin' (if I'm lyin')
Well, I mean Jesus
'Cause he the only one who save you
I just plant the seed in (seed in)
That's why, I got defense (I got defense)
The blood of Christ keep erasing me sins (erasing me sins)
God told me, "Now just fly", after I told the devil
"Not this time"