It's like this is all a game
And I haven't been told what the rules are
Or even worse, if I had
I am I'll-equipped to follow them
All I can do is provoke
I have become spiteful
I am just as bad as they are
They? I'm, I'm worse
I fucking hate myself for it
I am, I am so fucking lonely
I'm so alone, never thought you would make my heart be broke
I gotta let go, all of the pain will eat me if I don't
I cannot cope, been feeling so low since you have hit the road
Turned to a person I no longer know
Memories of us are what still gives me hope
I am still haunted by all of these ghosts
I don't feel wanted I been on my own
Nobody's calling me up on my phone
And I need you to talk but I just get the tone, yeah
Wish we ain't met
Sometimes I feel like I'm better of dead
What hurts the most is you were my best friend
Now you're the one that my heart regrets
I wish I never met you
But I still want to hold you
Getting over you is just something I can't do
I want to feel brand new
It's just something I can't do
Sorry that I'm not enough
What's the point if we don't got trust
No one listens I'm feeling stuck
Can't move on from the thought of us, ah
Hate how we ain't have a choice
Moved 'cross the map and you couldn't join
Going numb made my heart void
Our love has now been destroyed
Feeling certain no one is perfect
Hide my smile behind a curtain
Wish you're mine but don't got the courage
Can't leave the thoughts that say I'm worthless but
Alone doing shots
I know we fight and it happens a lot
Lately been acting like someone I'm not
Don't know what happy is, think I forgot, yeah
I wish I never met you
But I still want to hold you
Getting over you is just something I can't do
I want to feel brand new
It's just something I can't do