Pretend you don't even know her But thinking hard, it might just bring you down Attention grows, it's getting louder But if you want to cry, I wouldn't stop you now You count them all, the blossoms here They're mine you know I haven't watered them in half a year or so Take it all away from me, I cannot grow A blossom on my own, you're doing what you're told An endless grove, it's waiting for ya The first check I get, you bet, invest in medicine I'm looking forward to the shoulder A new pill, new step, an inch, I'm getting closer in You count them all, the blossoms here They're mine you know I haven't watered them in half a year or so Take it all away from me, I cannot grow A blossom on my own, you're doing what you're told Maybe all of this was way too much for me And the time we wasted And the time we wasted Maybe being far away was more for me I will think about it I will think about it You count them all, the blossoms here They're mine you know I haven't watered them in half a year or so Take it all away from me, I cannot grow A blossom on my own, you're doing what you're told