Almost falling apart. It's the day I truly realize (that)
It's all hard to admit, I'm nearly close to commit
A suicide, but I'm tougher than I thought
My mind cannot see what I have to hold on to
I denied the truth: my roads are crossing
I don't want to be a lost cause
On my life, I wish I could start to rebuild
But I'm broken inside
The rage is down to my bones, forgetting all of my falls
It's like the end
Carrying the world on my shoulders, (I'd) love to close that folder
I can't pretend no more
Going down for more, my chest is so sore
It's closing again, epiphanies again
I'm broken but I don't feel the same
I'm supposed to be the rock made of metal
To be stable, maybe I'm not able
But maybe it's just all in my head, if I stand proud again
I will just prevail
The rage is down to my bones, forgetting all of my falls
It's like the end
Carrying the world on my shoulders, (I'd) love to close that folder
I can't pretend no more
The light is down on my core, can I have one last encore
Before the end
I'd like to feel it all burn, I will not fucking return
To this place of hate no more
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Resigned to take my old life back
Without any regrets, without a Russian roulette
It's now a fact, I made a pact that I'll carry on to live
The rage is down to my bones, forgetting all of my falls
It's not the end
Carrying the world on my shoulders, (I'd) love to see them get older
I can't pretend no more
The light is down on my core, and I have one last encore
Before the end
I'd like to feel it all burn, I will not fucking return
To this place of hate no more