I feel like screaming in my pillow
Can't you tell I'm smiling but I'm hollow
Promise I won't make a sound
Until no one's around
People died and I was fine
Losing touch but not my taste
When they all lost their mind
I kept giving them my best
No free time for me to find
I'll be resting up some day
My emotions undefined
Feel brain dead but I'm ok
But every time I'm alone
I feel like screaming in my pillow
Can't you tell I'm smiling but I'm hollow
Promise I won't make a sound
Until no one's around
Then I'll dig into some ice cream
So my throat can stay cold and not aching
Anyone, if you give a damn
Just send me to a farm upstate
A pile of bills at my door
I burn them down out of spite
Cat puke all over the floor
There's no way to make that right
Felt a snapping in my thighs
Keep your face up there's people here
Laying on the broken tiles
The floor feels nice so don't say clear
Now everyone surrounds me
And I see
I've been a clown
I feel like screaming in my pillow
Can't you tell I'm smiling but I'm hollow
Promise I won't make a sound
Until no one's around
Then I'll dig into some ice cream
So my throat can stay cold and not aching
Anyone, if you give a damn
Just send me to a farm upstate
Please scream along
We could be
The one to start this trend we could be
Trending in our bedroom trust me
Please join along
I feel like screaming in my pillow
Can't you tell I'm smiling but I'm hollow
Promise I won't make a sound
Until no one's around
Then I'll dig into some ice cream
So my throat can stay cold and not aching
Anyone, if you give a damn
Just send me to a farm upstate
There's no one around upstate
Let's drive to a farm upstate