Always thought no one would ever love me
You showed up and ya just won't go away
Ya I'm really good at dreaming up the worst case
Always listening for your voice to change
What if, what if, what if, oh I worry
You say I'm safe
You say we're fine
I believe you most of the time
But if I'm honest I can't promise I won't burn us down
I'm working on it, but I get caught in the lies I tell myself
Learning that my scars don't tell truth
But maybe you do
Ain't it funny how much you love the silence
Cuz when it's quiet, all my doubts will fill the room
Even when the sun is brightly shining
I'll focus on thе one cloud in the blue
What if, what if, what if, I don't worry
You say I'm safе
You say we're fine
I believe you most of the time
But if I'm honest I can't promise I won't burn us down
I'm working on it, but I get caught in the lies I tell myself
Learning that my scars don't tell truth
But maybe you do
There are times when I'm still terrified
Of it all falling down, of losing my ground
But when you say I'm safe, when you say we're fine
I'll believe you, I'll believe you
But if I'm honest I can't promise I won't burn us down
I'm working on it, but I get caught in the lies I tell myself
Learning that my scars don't tell truth
Learning that my scars don't tell truth
But maybe you do