I am an open book, I ain't got no secrets My story bleeds poetical lines For all my deep spection Its still my heart that they can't find They just won't, they just keep on talking They never doubt the things they do But as for me, I'm still a mystery Eluded by the simple truth In my vain humiliation I wondered through shames dog holes I daunt a new name, assumed me a new nature Fooling no body, just creating walls So many chances I have taken, So many choices I have made I choose again to take to seek love God if it is you please let me in The more I search, the more I die I wanna feel, I wanna be alive Am I safe or am I broken Am I healed or just justified The more I search, the more I die Still I search to find me a vision To feel ambition and dream once more I lost it all but some folks say I am lucky Am I a victim or did I just close the door So here I am, you can take me or leave me, But if you don't mind as you go Give a little knot for me compassion For the sake of both our souls The more I search, the more I die I wanna feel, I wanna be alive Am I safe or am I broken Am I healed or just justified The more I search, the more I die