I'm uneasy giving you every truth at once
It's left me powerless
When I'm writing in the dark recalling my sadness pulsing in your grip
I'm just wasted wasting your time
Sit through hell until I'm alright
I'm a trace of all you hate about yourself
When you told me I'm the trigger
Fire back and you're the winner
You uncovered things I hate about myself
I'm still dreaming
That you're dreaming
Despite my harder feelings for your lack of optimism
I still hope you win every battle fought
Despite my harder feelings for your use of cynicism
I still hope you find what you've been looking for
It's heavy when the longer time passes
The more I can remember about you
When I'm trying to rest my head
I think about what might come next for you
And I'm not a part of it
I'm just hopeless hoping your mine
Sit through hell until I'm alright
I'm a trace of all you hate about yourself
When you told me I'm the trigger
Fire back and you're the winner
You uncovered things I hate about myself
I'm still dreaming
That you're dreaming
Despite my harder feelings for your lack of optimism
I still hope you win every battle fought
Despite my harder feelings for your use of cynicism
I still hope you find what you've been looking for