I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
I'm not the flicker, I'm the flame
Gas in the tank
At the top of my game
Can't you see what I became?
You're the flicker, you're the spark
See it in the dark
How it feels in my heart
When I'm falling apart
I'm crying but you don't care why it matters to me
Falling through the ground and I spiral slowly to my defeat yeah
Why do I care about the stupid shit?
Why do I give you love if you resist?
What if I think you're a narcissist?
Whatcha got on me, whatcha got on me?
I find the fear in your attitude
You find the joy in the abuse
Disconnection is absolute
Whatcha know about me, whatcha know about me?
I'm starting to fit my own skin
Nowhere finished, but at the beginning
I love feelin' the independence
I'm the match, I'm the torch, what am I saying sorry for?
I'm not the flicker, I'm the flame
Gas in the tank
At the top of my game
Can't you see what I became?
You're the flicker, you're the spark
See it in the dark
How it feels in my heart
When I'm falling apart
I'm crying but you don't care why it matters to me
Falling through the ground and I spiral slowly to my defeat yeah
So many memories to burn
And now another one who can't learn
Thank God I know what I deserve
Whatcha got on me, whatcha got on me?
I got this new behavior
You underestimated my nature
I'm a giver, you're a taker
Know that about me, know that about me
I'm starting to fit my own skin
Nowhere finished, but at the beginning
I love feelin' the independence
I'm the match, I'm the torch, what am I saying sorry for?
I'm not the flicker, I'm the flame
Gas in the tank
At the top of my game
Can't you see what I became?
You're the flicker, you're the spark
See it in the dark
How it feels in my heart
When I'm falling apart
I'm crying but you don't care why it matters to me
Falling through the ground and I spiral slowly to my defeat yeah
Now I'm crying, but you don't know that it inspires me
Kick me when I'm down now understand you're the gasoline
Now I'm crying, but you don't know that it inspires me
Kick me when I'm down now understand you're the gasoline