I hope to see the day
When I pick me up
This drought is not the same
When I create the flood
Didn't believe I could be loved
Didn't believe I could fuck up
Should've believed I was destined to make a mess of myself
Didn't know how to impress you
Didn't know why I upset you
Should've fell apart right when the first alarm tested my health
It's all beneath me now
I've been wanting to let go
Find my home in the crowd
Don't want you to see me as the clown
Learning to change and love my mistakes
Beneath me now
Perfection is a curse
When it clouds the core
And every move is worse
Than the one before
Affection is a drug
And it hooked me bad yeah
I think it's in my blood
To want what I have
Didn't believe I could be loved
Didn't believe I could fuck up
Should've believed I was destined to make a mess of myself
Didn't know how to impress you
Didn't know why I upset you
Should've fell apart right when the first alarm tested my health
It's all beneath me now
I've been wanting to let go
Find my home in the crowd
Don't want you to see me as the clown
Learning to change and love my mistakes
Beneath me now
It's all beneath me now
I tried to let go
Find my home in the crowd
Don't want you to see me as the clown
Learning to change and fall out of place
Beneath me now