I was so talkative in the past
But now I barely talk at all
I won't tell you what matters
It don't let the pain resolve
Once she left, a part of me did too
But I keep her memory alive
I swear I wrote this song over & over
I just hope she knows I try
I see your face on other bodies cause I won't accept it
Two years already and I won't forgive for how I left it
I wouldn't be who I am without your protection & grace
And even in the sky you spread your wings when I am afraid
Heaven lies in Eden & my faith lies in heaven
The devil was at my doorstep, but you came in the back
Though I feel broken, I'm grateful for the moments
Your heart and mind were golden
No one can ever take what you had
I was so foolish in the past
I didn't know people would go
I still can't say that I'm happy
But I'm thankful for the growth
There's so much that I wanted for you
So now I live to want your dream
You were so beautiful in every way
Pure serendipity
I see your face on other bodies cause I won't accept it
Two years already and I won't forgive for how I left it
I wouldn't be who I am without your protection & grace
And even in the sky you spread your wings when I am afraid
Heaven lies in Eden & my faith lies in heaven
The devil was at my doorstep, but you came in the back
Though I feel broken, I'm grateful for the moments
Your heart and mind were golden
No one can ever take what you had
Heaven lies in Eden & my faith lies in heaven
The devil was at my doorstep, but you came in the back
Though I feel broken, I'm grateful for the moments
Your heart and mind were golden
No one can ever take what you had
The boy who lost his halo
The boy who lost his crown
The boy who lost the love
Maybe you can save me?
The boy who lost his halo
The boy who lost his crown
The boy who lost the love
Maybe you can save me?
No one can take what you had
Did you know that?
Come back
Won't you come back?
(For Heaven Lee Akmal 1999-2018)