I'd like to stay and talk but I've got to run I'm a steadfast, sly ass, deadass twist of the tongue Well I'm down in Hell even when I'm up on a kite All these voices in my head but I got no words to write Am I going mental or do I just need more sun? Am I losing it for good or do I just need some fun? Is it all the bleach in my hair getting to my head? Well if I find God again maybe he'll tell me his secrets My intuition is bleeding And my loaded ego keeps on swinging There's got to be a way to keep going now I'm at the edge of my seat for close to no reason at all Just to see how long it'll take for me to fall And you've been writing on a dagger for near all your life Take a pill in the morning and a line for the night Well I'll lay in the grass and stare straight at the sun And once I've gone blind, that's when I'll know I've won And I'll be so happy I'll have to try not to cry All my friends are losers but it's cool 'cause so am I My intuition is bleeding And my loaded ego keeps on swinging There's got to be a way to keep going now