Started like a curse inside my body And it's never gonna go away It's something kind of strange I never feel lonely I hope my mind will start to change Been looking for a better way Instead I'm caught in reverie The faces are the same but I can't help but push away It's like a shotgun blast into everyone's faces And I cannot hide They're leaving behind everything they wanted To you in time Around and around like a merry-go Well I can't resist if all that we hear are whispers I'll never face this Start at a funeral Things are where they have to be But I'll never know if I will go As the widow or the corpse My mind has said too much now I think it's time to go Could anyone just save my bastard soul? It's like a shotgun blast into everyone's faces And I cannot hide They're leaving behind everything they wanted To you in time Around and around like a merry-go Well I can't resist if all that we hear are whispers I'll never face this Follow me You can bear my crosses I'm never really free I never wanna see If gods can speak then why is there so much pain? Forever wanting this unending rain It's like a shotgun blast into everyone's faces And I cannot hide They're leaving behind everything they wanted To you in time Around and around like a merry-go Well I can't resist if all that we hear are whispers I'll never face this