Couple more bills are hear You tell me don't worry you Coupons on the table, yeahh Tryna find a way to buy food And i'm feeling so lost out here I run to you And i'm feeling so lost our here I run to you run to you Running is something you And i had to know well Honestly no scars i won't tell honestly scared to death i won't sell I ain't worried about the money Go to benefit the hungry Its a feeling that i know we both felt And i ain't no help Cause i'm trying to live a dream And it means that it seems I got no wealth And we know hell Seen it twice Looks something like a bottle with a glass of ice It looks something like a house over half our life It looks something like a letter turning off the lights We can't pay the price How i am i gonna write at night with no lights And I want it more i see you charging up a bill that you can't afford So i pray for the day that i can say that i gave you more Gave you more Open that door You know you deserve it And one day in the future you'll realize that one day all the pain it was worth it And i get you that house out in Florida with gizmo that view will be perfect You should know that i feel like you raised me alone because daddy was worthless Never was working Drunk on the couch I'm almost ashamed that i came from you know You finally got sober You figured it out But you sit and you pout No ones ever around when i cap in the gown for sobriety found And forget about years about you letting me down I'm surrounded by people who care about me now Now i'm cutting you out and i like how it sound Yeah, i know that we been through it all No, we don't fall, nobody can break us Cause You believe in me Believe in me that I'm gon make it And I promise on my bones I've Built this home I've built it all for you, just know I built it all for you x2 And ontop of it all You call my phone: "mark, the car broke while driving home, just found out we gotta Leave our home you see I'm tryna pay the bills in this student loan You see I could have signed a deal, but I wanna keep it real I can barely buy a meal Got me feeling broke Until I'm sitting on a bill I ain't worried bout a mill now i'm hoping that I bring It to the people, hope the used to laugh and joke, they used to push me down I had to find my soul inside I'm lost and found would have been better of without a Dad around I know it's sad to say, but can you blame me now? Can you blame me now? Yelling and screaming alcohol over us what were you thinking I'm tired of watching You drinking I tried to be nice, okay now I'm hoping to sink in And when there was nothing to eat I had friends who were feeding me dinner Drived To your house, stomach would growl Open the door and, you notice that I've been getting thinner been working all winter Been losing my mind, I've been stuck in my room it analysing my lines But me, I'm tryna get to know me Momma working at a two jobs ot we got two things in common We fight and believe now I'm trimming the leaves on the family tree I don't do this for me, me I do this for we We got passion and heart, we're apart of a ream All I need is a mic and a mac and a beat We're a fraction of what we could actually be