Please show me how Turn it back to ordinary Just me killing all my sanctuary Please lead me how Giving courage to be haunted Just me running from my deepest meanness Why does it hard to let go Why does it hard to explain Why does it hard to let go Rain comes falling Cold surrounding my head Can't stop thinking Fears emerging Love still bleeding my mind Can't stop hiding Why does it hard to explain Feel like I'm ignoring the reason Why I'm standing here to breath the air Why does it hard to let go Let my ears still learning to listen How my heart try to escape from tears