Well, I'm on my way, try my best to stay
Inside the course, trying not to force
What isn't meant to be
But you're making it hard
You're pulling strings inside my heart
It's been six months, can I for once
Forget that you're everything to me
And I know that I was wrong
But I hoped you would've come to say
That it's okay, cause now I can't stop thinking
What if I can't find another
'Cause you are one in a million
What if I only get one of you
And now there's no one left to choose
What if you're my one and only
But then I screwed up too badly
Oh, how the hell do I live with that
What if's the only thing left in my head
Months have passed but it's still so bad
My memories tell what I've always felt inside
Oh, I'm tired
Oh, I'll no longer deny
That you're everything
That I've always dreamed
And it kills me deep inside
That suddenly nothing is fine
Because of me
And I know that I was wrong
But I hoped you would've come to say
That it's okay, cause now I can't stop thinking
What if I can't find another
'Cause you are one in a million
What if I only get one of you
And now there's no one left to choose
What if you're my one and only
But then I screwed up too badly
Oh, how the hell do I live with that
What if's the only thing left in my head