It's beautiful to see our direction now
It's beautiful to see it with tears all around
It's all we've ever wanted, didn't know till now
You walked away, after pushing away
From me
But I'm lying, oh I'm fucking crying every night
I'm dying, oh I'm really tryna' fucking fight
My feelings, oh I'm slowly chipping it away
Cos' I know that the only way for me
To get over you I gotta let the sand go though
The bottom side of my hourglass, it's true
There's no other way top get over loving you
I'd move it faster but my wish ain't coming true
Cos' there's no other way
To correct my mistakes
And I'll await that day
So I'll dance for the night
I'll hold my bottles tight
Wear a smile on my face, see myself in the mirror
And say I'm no disgrace, I deserve someone better
I'll say nothing's been hurting; "I'm fine, I'm okay"
Yet I'll say I deserved, in my head I'm to blame
Cos that's just how it is, no outside opinions
In my head and through the tears, I'll laugh at decisions
I made long ago, I'll laugh at mistakes
And I'll treat them like jokes, the self-deprecation's
Put a hole in my soul, but my face says it different
And now people don't know, as if you never pushed away
From me
But I'm lying, oh I'm fucking crying every night
I'm dying, oh I'm really tryna' fucking fight
My feelings, oh I'm slowly chipping it away
Cos' I know that the only way for me
To get over you I gotta let the sand go though
The bottom side of my hourglass, it's true
There's no other way top get over loving you
I'd move it faster but my wish ain't coming true
Cos' there's no other way
To correct my mistakes
And I'll await that day