Was I bad enough to be forgotten?
Was I ruthless when I was alive?
Can't recall, my past was foggy enough
To be seen through
Have I left my family abandoned?
Have I kept my song unfinished?
I can't see, the lines are too blurry
Would anyone here help me?
I need my memory, I need my life
I need to remember, please press rewind
I'll never stop 'til everything comes back to me
Am I on the other side of history?
(Am I on the other side of history?)
(Am I on the other side of history?)
Where did I go wrong? I need to know
How did I get here in the first place?
Still don't know my past, were they stripped from my mind
For my sanity?
I need my memory, I need my life
I need to remember, please press rewind
I'll never stop 'til everything comes back to me
Am I on the other side of history?
(Am I on the other side of history?)
(Am I on the other side of history?)
You blew up the city, you blew up the memories
No one received all your legacy
You burnt down the ground, scorched the earth into sand
Did I turn my own place into smithereens?
I hear the voices in my head, I have avoided them for too long
Guilt is creeping, even hell decides to shun me when I'm gone
My world turned blue, I tried to spit it
I can't feel emotion
Now I'm standing on the ground zero
As all the memories come back to me
(I need my memory, I need my life)
(I need to remember, please press rewind)
It all comes back to me
Just press rewind
I'll never stop 'til everything comes back to me
I deserve all the suffering, the pain is crushing me
I was on the other side of history