I have irrational fears
Of somebody watching from the other room
Showing me all the things I shouldn't do
Feeding me lies, lies, lies
If I had a back bone in my body
Then maybe I would listen to the people around me
Instead of hoping that I'll get it right
Instead of running out of time
I guess I get cold feet
I don't trust my own instincts anymore
Been scarred by the outcome
Of letting too much of myself go
Ooh
And I can't get my head above the water to tell you how
I'm sinking even further than let I on
I have irrational fears
That I'm only pretending to be who I am
Holding the place until I'm moved along
I've been keeping the bed warm
Going through the motions
Is this what, everyone was talking
To me about? I don't know the difference between love
And sacrifice
I guess I get cold feet
I don't trust my own instincts anymore
Been scarred by the outcome
Of letting too much of myself go
Ooh
And I can't get my head above the water to tell you
How I'm sinking even further than I let on
I'm drowning
Ooh
And I can't get my head above the water to tell you
How I'm sinking even further than I let on
I've been losing faith for some time now
Maybe that's just how we move on
Scraping at the barrel to get by
Anything to feel alive
I guess I get cold feet
I don't trust my own instincts anymore
Been scarred by the outcome
Of letting too much of myself go
Ooh
And I can't get my head above the water to tell you how
I'm sinking even further than let on
I'm drowning
Ooh
And I can't get my head above the water to tell you
How I'm sinking even further than I let on
Oh-ooh, oh-ooh, on
Oh-ooh, oh-ooh, on