I've been up way too long
No one to pray for me
Don't know where the night has gone
I'm losing my memory
I used to know right from wrong
Now i'm my worst enemy
But i keep on sippin investments
And slipping, still i can't afford an amg
Been finding the ways to
Keep wasting my time
Empty moments but a hole in my mind
Don't wanna live but i don't want to die
I say how it is because everyone lies
I wanna fade away cuz lately it's just pain
Everything i could say means less
To me than it did yesterday
I got nothing now
Still feel amazing
But i hate that i hate it
I was born with no patience
Going trough the ups and downs
Maybe it's great, yeah
But i hate that i hatе it
I was born with no patience
I struggle with еnergy
It all gets too much for me
I think it's a smoke i need
More than the air i breathe
I've been up most the week
But i don't find time to speak
Cuz those conversations take more concentration than anything
I ever wanna need
Been finding the ways to
Keep wasting my time
Empty moments but a hole in my mind
Don't wanna live but i don't want to die
I say how it is because everyone lies
I wanna fade away cuz lately it's just pain
Everything i could say means
Less to me than it did yesterday
I got nothing now
Still feel amazing
But i hate that i hate it
I was born with no patience
Going trough the ups and downs
Maybe it's great, yeah
But i hate that i hate it
I was born with no patience
I wanna fade away cuz lately it's just pain
Everything i could say means l
Ess to me than it did yesterday
Everything i could take, i've tried to take,
To take away the pain
Everything i could do, i've tried to do,
But i don't think i've changed
Maybe it's great, yeah
But i hate that i hate it
I was born with no patience