I'm in the palm of the rich kids Cheap highs on marble stone kitchens Night after night, I'm a star again It's so hard to wish things were different I'm losing but act like I'm winning She asks me if I want to give in Here we use pain as a charmer Here there's no end or beginning I wish I could go anywhere but home Don't wanna go to mine, so can we go to yours? Let's go play pretend Pretend we're not alone Moving through unknown territory Visions of hazel eyes, patchouli Scent of your body comes back to me I wash it down with his hands on me Last night I saw you with someone new Appeared with more force than I thought you'd do Silence within me, it makes me move Now I run wild and you watch me, too I wish I could go anywhere but home Don't wanna go to mine, so can we go to yours? Let's go play pretend Pretend we're not alone What a time to be twenty You say I belong here But it's been so fucking empty With all the indifference and nosebleeds What a time to be twenty