Too hard on myself the Grass is greener on your Side I slipped and I fell but I ain't give up without a fight So devastated it got me crazy I feel wasted am I losing hope? But in the end all I see is just my failure How do I cope? We deserve something better But what is it about that people like bad weather gimme that sweater I'm so cold Don't wanna get so bitter cause you made it But I been working harder on the Same shit Is that bold? But I'm so cold It's making me stay although I drift away sometimes Should I escape When the river has not yet run dry I'm getting rings under my eyes but not a paycheck But I'll do it for the boys not the Maybach The piece of art we have created I'm so jaded I'm so jaded We deserve something better But what is it about that people like bad weather gimme that sweater I'm so cold Don't wanna get so bitter cause you made it But I been working harder on the Same shit Is that bold? But I'm so cold Don't wanna get so bitter cause you made it But I been working harder on the Same shit Is that bold? But I'm so cold