I sometimes think to when I was young
To happier times now they have gone
I'll try to remember the things that made me smile
So here is a story of how it began
How it has gone and what is the plan
I'll try to remember the things that made me smile
And do you even know
Oh what it's like to loose a life
A life in which you need more time
And do you even care
What's going on inside my mind
I feel I can't escape what now
Oh I struggle, remembering your face
I wake up, without a smile on my face
I notice the world's turning but I'm stood still
And the voices, inside of my head
Oh they tell me, that I will wind up dead
If I continue the path that I'm on
Oh I loved you, but you didn't care
I needed you and you was not there
And the world kicked back, it forced me to my knees
And do you even know
Oh what it's like to loose a life
A life in which you need more time
And do you even care
What's going on inside my mind
I feel I can't escape what now
Oh I struggle, remembering your face
I wake up, without a smile on my face
I notice the world's turning but I'm stood still
And the voices, inside of my head
Oh they tell me, that I will wind up dead
If I continue the path that I'm on
Oh I loved you, but you didn't care
I needed you, and you was not there
And the world kicked back, it forced me to my knees
(Oh-oh-oh)
(Oh-oh-oh)
(Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
Now I'm older and the years have been kind (oh-oh-oh)
I understand but I'm far from wise (oh-oh-oh)
I was just a boy but I just could not cry (oh-oh-oh)
Not because I, I didn't care (oh-oh-oh)
I understand that life's not fair (oh-oh-oh)
It's not your fault and I will carry on (oh-oh-oh)
But I struggle, remembering your face
I wake up without a smile on my face
I notice the world's turning but I'm stood still
I'm stood still