I sometimes think back to when I was young To happier times but now they have gone I'll try to remember the things that made me smile So here is a story of how it began How it has gone and what is the plan I'll try to remember the things that made me smile Oh I struggle, remembering your face I wake up, without a smile on my face I notice the world's turning but I'm stood still And the voices, inside of my head Oh they tell me, that I will wind up dead If I continue the path that I'm on Oh I love you, but you didn't care I needed you and you was not there And the world kicked back, it forced me to my knees And do you even care What's going on inside my mind I feel I can't escape what now Oh I struggle, remembering your face I wake up, without a smile on my face I notice the world's turning but I'm stood still And the voices, inside of my head Oh they tell me, that I will wind up dead If I continue the path that I'm on Oh I love you, but you didn't care I needed you, but you was not there And the world kicked back, it forced me to my knees (Woah-oh-oh) (Woah-oh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh) Now I'm older and the years have been kind (Woah-oh-oh) I understand but I'm far from wise I was just a boy but I just could not cry (Woah-oh-oh) Because I, I didn't care I understand that life's not fair It's not your fault and I will carry on But I struggle, remembering your face I look back on what we have made I still remember the things that made me smile You made me smile